I was never really scared of death. If anyone was to ask me what my biggest fear was, I would usually just say growing up, or something usual, like insects. I never really realized that the fear of growing up, indirectly related to the fear of losing someone. Growing up, I never experienced death firsthand. I would hear about people who I was not close to, passing away, their families grieving. None of it affected me. I didn't know them, what's the point of crying over something that doesn't affect you. I've always lived in a very comfortable bubble. While my family is really big, I only ever grew up around a few of them. So anything that wasn't related to them, I didn't care about. This made my childhood a great one, what I didn't know was that everything good comes to an end. In this bubble of mine, I failed to realize that people close to me can die too. It's not always that one distant aunt or uncle, it can be anyone around you. I believe it was ...
Can't write? Burnt out? Not motivated enough? Don't know how to express yourself, this feeling can't be discussed. But it's okay, this feeling has to pass through. If you want to be a writer, that's the career you should pursue! But if not, that's completely okay too! Do it for fun, as a writer there's nothing you can't do, Give her wings, make him cry, It's your world to write and it's your world to read, You can do everything, sow a new world, go and plant its seed. Don't let the evil of demotivation stop you from writing. The thrill you feel, it's over-exciting, when you're able to share your work with everyone! People all over the world, be it Indian or Bulgarian. Let that joy motivate you to write and thrive, With writing and affirmations from others, I survive.
Does writing come naturally to you? For some, writing is a way to detox, relax, pour their heart out to the readers. Can't relate. The level of talent you must have for your words to just pour out onto paper is something I find crazy. If you're anything like me, you probably lose your mind trying to decide which word works best where. And then there is the legendary Writer's Block. I genuinely used to think writer's block wasn't a thing, how could someone just not know what to write about. Well, that aged well. Conclusion: Writing is hard. Nevertheless, don't give up writing because of that. Writer's block happens to the best of us, it's your duty to walk your way past it. Word of advice? Keep writing, even if it is a very random/ not that good of a post like this one. Yours truly, Angel :)
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